Until when is it going hurt,
Until when am I going to suffer,
Until when is it going ruin my life,
Until when am I gonna wake up with tons of questions?
Does God really exist? Does He really see how much it hurts? If yes, then why can’t he do something about it?
Is it some kind of punishment? For what? For how long?
Please tell me! I can’t handle this anymore, I don’t have the strenght, I just can’t.